Tuesday, August 5, 2008

AL FATIHAH

7 March 2008 (Friday)- When I was having counseling session, K izan knocked on my door, she received call from Nyah saying that opa had passed away. I burst into tears badly as we have planned to visit opah tomorrow after my class at UM. Opah left us at the age of 77. after she spent 1 week at Hospital Besar Ipoh.

Teringat kenangan bersama-sama opah..banyak ..Opah bukanlah seorang yg banyak bercakap..dia lebih banyak berdiam dan bercakap yang perlu..tetapi cara opah ketawa akan kami ingati sampai bila-bila. Kami gelar ketawa opah macam bunyi ayam berketak.. (Sori opah)

The most toching part..opah was able to spend at least 9days at her new room which mak renovated specially for opah. siap ada tempat amik wudu' dan toilet dalam bilik opah. Memetik kata emak..opah commented...Uuuuiii, emponenye embang. At least opah merasa gak dok bilik dia.

Dan sampai sekarang di kepala katil opah..mak ada tampal tarikh kematian opah dan setiap kali terpandangkan itu..hati aku jadi sayu.. Walupun tak sempat menziarah opah dan di kubur pun kami sampai seusai bacaan talkin, doa kami sentiasa mengiringi opah. Amin... Bahagialah opah di sana opah.

Syawal 2007. Gambor terakhir opah dgn kami sekeluarga. Tak sangka itu merupakan syawal terakhir bersama opah. Dan mak macam biasa akan sentiasa tangkap gambor bersebelahan dgn opah. Mak akan cakap.."mak nak tangkap gambor dekat dengan mak mak"

Nabihah was crying when onyang wanted to hold her. But it was during her 1st year. (picture taken when she was 1 year++). But since opah stayed with mak at Kuala Kangsar, every time when we went back, she was really amused to see onyang in her room. Onyang always teased Nabihah.. "Nabihah meh dekat onyang..onyang ada car ni..Nabihah car..car" and Nabihah will always smiles back to her.

And now, every time we pass by any graveyard Nabihah will say.."Ibu...tempat onyang...sian onyang mati..onyang sakit". whatever it is, memories with opah will remain with us forever. Buat opah.. berehat lah opah di sana..opah tak payah takut lagi...amin